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mood:  chipper music: Chris Batten and The Woods
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ive decided..
im gonna really learn to play the blues
and start a blues band
very Chris Batten-ish
this weekend was incredible
birthday ball was fun!
sleeping next to leslie was the greatest.
possible word on getting a house for next year with some amazing shu friends (mike and sarah)
ive been using this alot more recently
it makes me feel better
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| 01:37am 17/02/2007 |
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mood:  depressed music: Pilot Speed - Barely Listening
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i just want this week to be over already.
fuck.
please come home
the world around me makes me sick
and your the only one that changes that
hey there blue eyes
you took me by surprise |
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| 10:18pm 30/01/2007 |
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mood:  melancholy music: Dashboard Confessional - Stolen
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for the past 2 weeks, ive lived in a constant state of melancholy.
my life has become a series of routines.
class work station
work class station
something along those lines every day
im burnt out
sick as a dog
im missing leslie
and im lonely as fuck
i know i have my friends to talk to
but i cant open up anymore
and its eating me alive
its times like this i really need my father.
oh yeah... happy belated new year |
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| this was inspired by the link below |
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| 06:25pm 07/12/2006 |
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mood: cheerful
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Status: Looking for a guide ...
Status: Connected to guide: MaritsaD
MaritsaD: Welcome to ChaCha!
You: whatup whatuppp
You: i want to learn how to be more gangsta
You: that way all the whiteys wont hate
You: any advice for a white brotha?
MaritsaD: Vanilla ice
MaritsaD: Learn his ways
You: pshhh... if this playa wants to be hung by his ankles
You: i wanna be like hova
You: do you back that thang up ista?
You: sista*
MaritsaD: Juvenile?
You: word
You: girl you look good
You: thats a question btw
MaritsaD: Nah
You: a/s/l?
MaritsaD: 19/f/Ny
MaritsaD: Till we meet again love
MaritsaD: Please RATE ME. Thanks for using ChaCha.
Status: Session ended.
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| just like jeff... fun with chacha.com |
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| 12:25pm 07/12/2006 |
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mood:  amused music: Every Time I Die - Apocalypse Now and Then
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Status: Looking for a guide ...
Status: Connected to guide: SandraD
SandraD: Welcome to ChaCha!
SandraD: Hi there. I will be helping with your search.
You: hey hey
SandraD: Hi
You: you remember that song?
SandraD: What can I help you search for ?
SandraD: Yes
You: i need to find the meaning of it, in a socilogical context
You: if not
You: i fail out of school
SandraD: ok, you need to do a search on Songs meanings
SandraD: click on done here and start a new search
You: the subject is minority slang and why songs such as this are made
SandraD: that way it keeps our categories clean
You: why cant you help me?
You: i got in some trouble with my dean
You: a person was playing that song
You: and i kind of um...
You: blacked out on them
You: ...now theyre charging with me with agrivated assualt
You: so to push my buttons i have to write a 40 page thesis on that
You: and im stuck
SandraD: on what
SandraD: "back that thang up"
You: basically
SandraD: you need the slang term definition for it?
You: it was orignially that a$$ up, but i dont want to get in more trouble
You: basically
You: sheesh why cant people just speak in plain english..
SandraD: ok, I am going to transfer you to someone that can help you.
SandraD: Please hold
Transfer: You are being transfered to another guide who can help you search even better!
Looking for guide ...
Status: Guide not located. |
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| 10:39pm 14/11/2006 |
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mood:  thoughtful music: Alkaline Trio - This Is Getting Over You
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my life has changed drastically in the past 3 months.
i lost my father
me and liz are no longer together
my grandmothers are both very ill
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| 11:42am 20/09/2006 |
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mood: nostalgic music: Death Cab - What Sarah Said
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and it came to me then
that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time
as i stared at my shoes in the ICU
that reeked of piss and 409
and i rationed my breaths as i said to myself
that i'd already taken too much today
as each descending peep on the LCD
took you a little farther away from me
away from me
amongst the vending machines and year old magazines
in a place where we only say goodbye
it's done like a violent wind that our memories depend
on a faulty camera in our minds
and i knew that you were a truth
i would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all
and i looked around at all the eyes on the ground
as the tv entertained itself
cos there's no comfort in the waiting room
just nervous pacers bracing for bad news
then the nurse comes round and everyone lifts their head
but i'm thinking of what sarah said,
that love is watching someone die
Damn... its been a year... miss you grandpa =(
but on a lighter note... ive been sick for the past week but im feeling better now
got back on track with school
got back on track with station duty
but i never see Liz =(
BUT ILL SEE HER THIS WEEKEND at my cousin mannys wedding... open bar portugese weddings = a not so sober me
i looked in the mirror today and noticed my stomach wasn't sticking out out like the huge blob it has been for a while... aka im losing weight.
Steady diets really do work ^_^
now to take advantage of that... i gotta start going to a gym. im gonna try to hit dad up to join gold medal in garwood, or la fitness in piscataway... or hell even the westfield Ymca.
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| 01:21am 05/09/2006 |
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mood:  calm music: Dave Melillo - It Ain't Me Babe
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cant sleep...
im anxious... a clean slate for school is always the best feeling.
i think im slowly finding myself and its about damn time.
i have a few goals for this school... mainly with my physical appearance, and attitude.
but heres a short few...
drop 20 lb's
re-style my wardrobe
straight A's
become a better musician/lyricist/singer
spread my time more evenly instead of just one solid place
become a better and more solid dj
play a few open mic nights
record finally and finish this damn studio project
in other news... getting your wisdom teeth pulled sucks hardcore
Dave Melillo... not the best song writer, but is chock full of talent, did such an amazing cover of It aint me babe by bob dylan... this is old news, but it just hit me now how good the cover is... it really put a new meaning to the song.
i think im going to use this thing alot more.
oh yea the crocodile hunter died, that sucks.
welcome back school year. |
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| 11:08pm 03/07/2006 |
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mood:  bored music: The Who - Teenage Wasteland
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this is my first time updating in forever...
im in the middle of the atlantic ocean on my way to st. maarten.
this vacation has been phenomonal so far, yet a little boring.
i havent met people yet, which is odd for me. so tonight i will make an extra effort when im in the casino to introduce myself to people of a similar age range...
its so tough though, i have not a clue who would be in my age, cause i think everyone i see looks so much younger, or could be so much younger.
the who's teenage wasteland has been running through my head for about 4 days straight now, and i feel it is a perfect definition of where i am in my life now
i have to say though, drinking with my dad... is awkward but amazing again in that sense of growing.
enough of ranting...
i miss everyone at home, and my friends from shu so much. |
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| 04:13pm 18/04/2006 |
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mood:  anxious music: Debello...
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HOLY SHITNUTS!
I am interviewing Thursday AGAIN (by request from the band) TMMW AT 2!!!!!!!
this is big for me... VERY BIG.
elections are on thursday... im scared shitless
i was up sick all last night which sucked.
and i got my new cool laptop today, which is cool
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| 03:51am 15/04/2006 |
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mood: calm music: Slowdive
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This evening after my DJ shift, i drove home very slowly.
it was very foggy, but still somewhat warm.
I turned on "sometimes" by My Bloody Valentine.
and I have to say, it was the first time I've felt calm in a long time.
I felt like my grandfather was sitting next to me while i was smoking a cigarette,
and even though I couldnt see what was in front of me...
I knew everything was going to be fine.
ok so besides from that, life = hectic but good because the election process has started.
BUT I DID GET A NEW GUITAR!
its another telecaster and i love it.
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| 12:31pm 20/03/2006 |
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mood:  good music: Class
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i think over the easter break we have...pending the weather... im going to invite a few of friends over so me to cook some type of cool dinner... possibly poker afterwards. im thinking that awesome cajun chicken pasta shit me and liz made this weekend.
CHEF JUSTIN IN THE HOUSE!
this was a pretty kick ass weekend/week
liz basically lived with me for the week, and i loved it
we're going on a year, which is NUTS
we cooked this weekend,
this week we made cookies
and what else...
i have no idea what else, but ill think of something later
i hate this class im in right now, but ill survive.
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| 09:20pm 05/03/2006 |
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About last night... to anyone that I was with... I AM REALLY sorry about the
mess i made...please pass the word around, thank you to everyone who basically
helped me out. you all rock.
anyways besides from that mess of a night,
where i got extremely sick, and ruined a potentially good night, Today was
better!
Woke up with miss lizz getting into my bed <333333
was crazy
hyper this morning
went out with her and joe to target, and menlo park
mall
got 2 polo shirts from old navy (2 for 25!)
then we went back to joes
and watched walk the line
now liz is in the shower, and im going to go dj
from 8 - 10
its my spring break
and i cant wait to see everyone from
last night again, to give my apologies in person.</p></div>
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| 06:47pm 05/03/2006 |
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About last night... to anyone that I was with... I AM REALLY sorry about the mess i made...please pass the word around, thank you to everyone who basically helped me out. you all rock.
anyways besides from that mess of a night, where i got extremely sick, and ruined a potentially good night, Today was better!
Woke up with miss lizz getting into my bed <333333
was crazy hyper this morning
went out with her and joe to target, and menlo park mall
got 2 polo shirts from old navy (2 for 25!)
then we went back to joes and watched walk the line
now liz is in the shower, and im going to go dj from 8 - 10
its my spring break
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| 02:25pm 05/03/2006 |
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mood: happy music: Penfold - Ameture Standing
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Tonight... I will be seeing Penfold re-unite one final time, at a place i used to consider home. Could it get any better? Not only am I seeing perhaps my absolute favorite band of all time, a band that changed my life, my view of music, my view of lyrics, my view of society, my view of relationships, and my view of love, but I will be sharing the moment with people who mean alot to me, people who feel the same way about this band as me.
I hate shows. I despise going to them, I hate the crowd, I hate the enviornment... I guess i got spoiled by the good times, because shows have lost their touch to me. But this is something completly different. This might be the spark I really needed to get me started. An emotional breakthrough perhaps of the most beautiful music on the face of the Earth.
Recap.
- Last friday a car slammed into the side of Guitar Center, nearly minutes after I had a smoke break... in the very same spot.
- I Judged the bamboozle battle of the bands that sucked ass, but got paid 125 bucks to do it.
- I made 3 connections in the past week for future job opportunities. Those being, The Aquairian, WRAT, and Music Choice... & possibly Jive Records if I can get in touch with Michelle (Wsou alumni who works there that I met briefly last night).
- I got the Rent DVD, and have watched it multiple times since Wednesday, and have no plans on not continuing this patter.
- Ms. Lizz makes me very happy =)
- I got new sneakers, and new pants finally.
- My stomach is being eaten alive by Baja Fresh, thanks to Greg and Mannys obsession of us going EVERY tuesday and thursday.
- In the world of music... I've suddenly realized... all good bands, are either forming, haven't written anything in the past two years, or have broken up... the rest just fucking suck. Its a sad thing, when I see in Alternative Press, the magazine I depend on exposure to new bands, and every single band is compared to My Chemical Romance, AFI, and Green Day. Whatever happened to the days when Chris and I would bump into Gerard and Frankie & shoot the shit, and they just didnt give a fuck about being in unison. Frankie had fucking dreads, and Gerard was obsessed with silk cowboy shirts, and Jackolanterns. My Chemical Romance is not My Chem anymore. I realized how much I really fucking despise their last album recently. I am sick of the same shit over and over again.
- My friendship with alot of people has been recovered. I'm glad Mike, Rocky, Anthony, are all somewhat part of my life again. I missed that crowd.
- Miss Lizz, still makes me very happy =)
- I need a band.
For now that should be enough.
Wildwood is going to be amazing.
MY vacation in June is gonna be wonderful.
My summer is going to be phenomonal
I can finally say... Life is starting to balance again.
I just need to really focus, and not get so distracted and balance life and school better
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| 01:44pm 09/02/2006 |
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mood: excited music: Sou
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| 10:21pm 06/02/2006 |
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mood: cheerful music: Angels and Airwaves - The Adventure
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i think im on the verge of a musical breakthrough.
my album when done, is gonna be a concept.
its gonna be 24 hours in the life of a person who has this almost "picture perfect life", but he's mentally wearing away.
it will start off in a slow manner, and pick up where his "day" starts...
ive written 2 songs in a matter of days... i havent written a song in about a year.
this is it.
now i just need my studio gear to work and get some mics $%$%^$%^&!@$
if anyone has stuff they can lend me to record... that would rule.
any musicians who want to help... even better
any writers who want to help put this story together with me... much appreciated. |
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mood: excited music: sou.
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OMG
penfold is having a reunion.
i think i just shit a brick.
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